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Making Contact With
Spirit
I look back on all of my
paranormal or unexplained experiences and I feel in a way somehow
honoured that I have been able to make such a contact with spirit.
There is however, one particular experience that I recall often, and
it still fills me with a warmth and sense of immense protection.
This has happened only once so far in my 36 years, and if I never
experience it again I will not feel that I have missed out, but that
I was blessed to even experience it once in my lifetime…
I was sat in the almost familiar hospital room In RUH Bath, only
half listening to the consultant telling me how sorry he was but my
baby had died inside me at 15 weeks.
I had clicked off from his procedural talk of what would happen. I
already knew I would have to be admitted and what was to be involved
as this was my 7th late miscarriage, I didn’t need to
hear it again.
When I got home from the hospital a few days later I was physically
and mentally drained. I already had 2 beautiful children but that
didn’t ease the pain I was feeling for losing so many and I wanted
to have my 3rd child so much.
I had made a decision to myself that I would not try again for
another child and I would learn to live with being happy with the
wonderful healthy children I already had. But I was distraught, I
felt angry and hurt that this could keep happening to me with no
medical explanation. I remember shouting out loud to no-one I
particular on that day I came home from hospital “Why?! Why can’t I
have another baby? Why do you keep doing this me?”.
I went to bed that night and cried, my husband held me until he
himself fell asleep and I eventually drifted off to sleep too.
It must have been about 1am that I heard it, soft and gentle but
definite sound of some-one calling out my name!
I opened my eyes and tried to focus, there was a bright gold light
against the wall directly opposite to where I was led in bed. I
rubbed the sleep from my eyes and tried again to focus. The light
was still there but it was slowly moving towards me and as it
approached, its warmth filled the bedroom. I was not scared I was in
awe, this gold ball of light that shimmered directly in front of my
face was changing and in the centre of it, a figure was forming.
No taller than 1foot in height but perfect dimension (as if you were
seeing someone on a television screen) was a man floating in front
of me.
I remember so vividly and clearly his face, he had blonde hair in a
non-descript style, the most piercing azure blue eyes that I had
ever seen, perfect beautiful features and he was dressed completely
in white. White top, trousers and even shoes. I couldn’t believe
what I was seeing, surely this apparition in front of me was an
angel?, Not how I had read or seen like they supposedly looked, but
the intense feeling of love and calmness that filled my heart at
that moment told every sense in my body and mind that this was an
angel in my bedroom.
I shook my husband awake; I wanted him to see this.
“Look!” I said,
“What’s up hunny?” he
replied,
“Cant you see him?” I said,
“Right in front of me?”,
“I can’t see anything?
what’s there? What are you looking at?”,
I turned my head back from
my husband and looked at ‘my angel’ he was still there, smiling at
me.
“It doesn’t matter” I said
to my husband “Go back to sleep”
I knew I wasn’t dreaming, I
had woken my husband, he couldn’t see what I could see, but that
didn’t matter, I could see!.
I laid back down, facing ‘my
angel’ he was still there and still smiling.
I heard a voice in the back
of my mind saying “It’s going to be alright, sleep now”
And then I felt warmth on my
face and almost like arms holding me, hugging me, but they weren’t
my husband’s arms.
I fell into a deep sleep
soon after and when I woke in the morning I felt all the sadness I
had felt the day before had been lifted from me.
My husband woke and asked me what was all that about last night and
I told him everything I had seen, heard and felt. He said he wished
he could have seen it too, he got out of bed and headed for the
bathroom but as he did he stopped, bent down and picked up a single
white feather about 3 inches long from the bedroom floor on my side
of the bed.
We both smiled to each other, if there was any confirmation needed
it was there in his hand.
I had my third child just 10 months later without any problems
during the pregnancy.
Maybe its just coincidence
but my third child is very spiritually aware and has a fantastic
psychic ability. He also has blue eyes and blonde hair!
Now my thoughts on what happened which is nearly 11 years ago still
remain the same. I was at a point in my life were I was very low and
if ever I had needed a ‘sign’ it was then. So did my plea when I
shouted ‘Why Me’ get heard? I think so…
I think I was sent an Angel to comfort me. I believe we all have
angels, who look after us, but we have free will and unless we ask
for their help they can’t step in.
I may never see my angel again but I know he is there for me, if I
need him, somewhere close.
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